Redplaid Time: May 2006

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

An Other First

So I preached Sunday morning. Its like spewing out your personal opinion to a big room of people and then leaving. No feed back. No discussion. At first I felt great. I finally had all that stuff of my chest and out there.

Out there! Oh my! What did I say? What did I do? Was that ok? Was it right? Did I say anything wrong? What do people think? Do they like me?

I know, I sound pathetic. All day Monday I was nervous. Then I heard from our worship leader and it was good. Better than good. I value his opinion. That felt nice. I have heard from others, beside family members, and its all good. I know, ideally, I should be above this. But, honestly, I needed to know. It is the first time I have done this. Maybe thats why. Maybe I'm just vain at heart.

Labels: children's ministry